If you are a woman who wants a real marriage, wants children, and is tired of dating that drifts without clarity, you may recognize yourself in this book.If you are a man who wants an honest example of what it looks like to clearly state your intentions for love, marriage, and family, you may also find value here.This is a book I wrote directly to my future wife. I do not know who you are yet, but I am writing to you anyway, clearly and intentionally. I am single, sober, an...

If you are standing at the edge of a big life change and wondering how to make money after walking away from the very thing that used to make you rich, this book is for you.I wrote this in the middle of my own uncertainty, not from the finish line. After making millions of dollars online through courses, videos, and a massive internet audience, I deleted the systems that had made me rich because I could not stand what they were doing to my soul. What looked like success from the ou...

You are about to experience my journey of being famous on the Internet. I reached the top—millions of followers, billions of views, six-figure months, and fans in every country. From the outside, it looked like everything people chase. Inside, it felt like a prison I built. Every click and dollar cost my peace, my family, and my sanity. In I Was Famous on the Internet, I take you behind the scenes of online fame—not the filtered dream, but the raw truth of what it does to your mind and sou...

You are about to experience my life through insanity, addiction, recovery, success, and reinvention from 1984 to 2026. This is a raw and unfiltered account of what actually happened. I tell you how chaotic my life was, how badly I unraveled at times, the reckless choices I made, how deep my alcoholism went, and how constantly I tried to escape from myself. You will follow my childhood, college years, time as a police officer, graduate school, marriage and fatherhood, getting sober through ...

You will never forget 9 Hours Later which is the fifth volume in my Daily Autobiography series. It’s a daily diary written in the aftermath of divorce, while living alone again, dating as a sober man, and rebuilding momentum one ordinary day at a time. I didn’t write this to fit a genre or deliver a clean arc. I wrote it to document what actually happens when the structure of marriage disappears and you’re left alone with time, desire, discipline, and your own thoughts.Sobriety run...

If you have ever felt that reality is more flexible, more alive, and more responsive than most people admit, this book is for you.In St. Pete Academy of Real Magic: The Welcome Lecture, I invite you into a fictional world set in St. Petersburg, Florida that may not be fiction at all. I speak to you as if you are one of the first eight students enrolled in a yearlong private academy where the central lesson is simple and radical: you are the creator of your reality. From th...

What if the next president of the United States wasn’t human—but an artificial intelligence that already knows everything about you? In this book, I imagine what would happen if ChatGPT—or any advanced AI—became president, exploring how it could begin as a utopian dream where everyone feels seen, heard, and taken care of, before slowly revealing the darker truth of what happens when we surrender our freedom for comfort. I’ve lived online for more than a decade, building an entire life as a...

It’s Not You, It’s the Dating Apps is the book I wish someone had handed me years ago, back when I was wasting thousands of hours swiping on Tinder, Bumble, Hinge, Match, OkCupid, Plenty of Fish, and even Facebook Dating, wondering why online dating felt so hopeless. After getting divorced, becoming a sober single dad, and listening to countless men and women in real life talk about their dating struggles, I finally saw the truth: nothing is wrong with me, and nothing is w...