have two things going for me in life; music and my best friend.My world is black and white because it has to be. I need control to keep myself from spinning. Order helps me stay calm.The only turbulence in my life is my bandmate and best friend. He is madness and chaos, but somehow he’s also my refuge.I never expected to crave him with such intensity, and now I fear my desires will shatter the only stability I’ve ever known.